eXtReMe…SiMpLe-mInDeD…tAlKaTiVe…ENtErTaInInG…eXtRaOrDiNaRy…

My dream have been tumultuous….WHY…???tel me why?? tings goes wrong wif me or u ppl…standin stil at my point of view n achieving sumtin i’ve been dreamin for al tis while n neva been wantin sumtin so much b4 like now….which i’ll do juz anyting for tat ting….its tat wrong….probaly it is so wrong for u ppl….i juz duno….mayb u ppl shud juz b in my shoe n c d whole situation urself…u’ll noe how i felt den….u ppl hav ur words…n so do i….u speak frm common sense n juz probaly public tinkin….u ppl tink n u ppl judge…so do analyse n so wateva….but do u ppl felt wat i felt??? im getiin so damn stress here….miserable…n losin myself SOON…n i reali wonder how much do u ppl care…mayb not even 0.01%….i dunno….guess tis time i reali learnt wat ppl cal diff ppl hav diff tinkin n opinion n wat so eva….wheneva i bring up a topic…u ppl giv juz blardy lots of opinions….y not…its F.O.C anyway n u dun need to b responsibble 4 wat u said…even though u tink ur words wont kill me….but its killin my brain cells…each times u ppl say sumtin…it dun juz went in my left ear n goes out my rite ear….i listen n i go thru tat…i reali tink wat u ppl said….den when i took up sum of ur suggestions which i conclude it as quite true n reasonable….den d next ting u r boomin ur own suggestions….u r tellin me tat its not tat true or reasonable wat u’ve said previously after all…i was like WAT????u ppl juz use ur mouth n poured out words without limit…while i hav to do d tinkin….givin me hope n lettin me fall frm high….u enjoyin tat, huh??? support means support….dun support den juz shut up…if u r "atas pagar"….den beta silent….dun kills my brain cells more….coz u wil b tellin me to turn left n another few minutes u wil b sayin turn right….i reali dunno how shud i felt now…wat shud i tink….wats my next actions or move….wat shud i do….probaly i juz skip tis chapter of life…its so damn blardy stress n miserable……WAT A LIFE !!!!!