eXtReMe…SiMpLe-mInDeD…tAlKaTiVe…ENtErTaInInG…eXtRaOrDiNaRy…

Supposely tis was yesterday entry.due to my laziness.so it has been delay to today.yes,im bloggin bout wedding today.hey hey…dun misunderstand wat im tryin to say here.its not me.its my dearie cousin sis a.k.a my god sis.she juz got married last sunday.it was a nice n beautiful wedding dinner i can say.

my cuzzie husband is a real lucky man to hav my cuzzie as wife.ppl alwiz say tat beauty is in da eyes of beholder.in my eyes,i am so envy of her.she is such a beautiful lady,sporting,easygoing, n outgoing.oh,ya…thr is an amounts of ppl who said she look like " SHU QI ".i tink avones noe who is tat,rite?And i luv teasin her wheneva she ask me or if anyones say she look like " SHU QI " in front of me.my cuzzie not reali fluence in cantonese n so r Shu Qi.So,i alwiz use tis point to boom her.here goes my very 1st conversation on how i tease her.

Cousin sis : _ _ _ _ _(my name),u r my closest cuzzie.So,u honestly tel me.Do i reali look like Shu Qi?

Me : Okay laer.Frankly speakin since we r so close.Im tellin u tis frm da bottom of my heart.U n Shu Qi reali do look alike.

Cousin sis : Yameh.Reali or not wan?U dun bluff me laer.Y i dun feel so wan?Kayz…u tel me…wat is da ting or frm wat sense tat u ppl alwiz say me n Shu Qi look alike?

Me : U reali wan me to say aer?Okay laer…i tel u laer…But u muz promise me tat u wont hit or whack me.

Cousin sis : Okayz…U muz tel da truth wan aer…If not i whack u!!!

Me : (is oredi steppin few steps backwards)….Okayz…U n Shu Qi damn alike when both of u speak Cantonese….those broken canto.

- - - - - Im running away n she is chasin frm behind n cursin me like hell - - - - hahaha…teruk laer her.tel her d truth but stil wanna chase n try to hit me which i manage to escape.hahaha….

Here is sumtin true laer.da shape of her mouth reali look like Shu Qi.those bitchy,temptin,attractive juicy mouth.hahaha….She is actuali consider married d practically by law.is onli left da dinner n d chinese (jam cha) ceremony not yet b done which finally completed last sunday.

Tis whole wedding tings.reali craft a deep memories in me.coz im da bridesmaid.wahahah…1st experience…not bad…quite fun…helpin here n thr…walk here n thr….hahaha….nice…actuali wanted to blog da whole ceremony tings wan but kinda long story lar…n i tink its al da same.its not sumtin unusual.so dunwan write so much la.hehe…

after avtings…granny cried…at last cuzzie got married.da parent hugs her n consolin each other thr.haih….kinda like those Dynasty times.those daughter get marry to far far place.den dunno how long onli wil cum bac visit n get to c da parent.den those cryin session…huggin n consolin…end wif take care n goodbye.hahaha….but da facts here is…cuzzie new haus is juz onli less den 5mins frm her parent haus.sigh…

haih…mayb im not reachin tat stage of life yet.so,dun reali und their tinkin.hehe…erm..wanted to mentioned sumtin tat shud b proud of.Out of 10 person..9 person said tat i look like my cuzzie.wahaha…sum even teribble.say me n cuzzie look like twins.tis teribble,rite…she is elder den me n it is so obvious.so, thr is onli 2 explanation here.either she looks young or i looks mature.Neh,i tink i prefer da concept tat she looks young rather den i look mature, rite???hahaha….

P/S - Photos wil b uploads soon…so keep urself update by viewin my blog more often laer…wahahah…promoting…

erm….wat a borin day i can say….i tot today wil b a damn nice freakin monday for me since boss is not around…but god noes….it turn out to b total opposite….haih….dunno shud b happy or sad???

tot i wil loiter around d office damn happily wan…wat turns out was….i was damn blardy bored….i’ve been spendin my whole day seatin in front d pc…hands neva away frm keyboard n so r my eyes neva away frm monitor….until it to d level whr my eyes was about to have da 2nd tsunami….fuiyoh…

wat did i do da whole day???frm 8.30am til 5.30pm which is now….browse da frednster…frm pages to pages…den blogs to blogs…photos to photos…updatin here n thr….n since im so damn free….i ended up doin sumtin worthy…

i wrote testimonial for those who i’ve said i will write dem one n to sum old frens….spendin juz my half day doin al tat….luckily thr is stil sum chattin goin on beside al wat i hav been doin…guess im doin da same ting tml…hahaha….boss is not back frm JAPAN yet…wonder wil he buy us sum souvenirs???heheh….hopefully he does….

y am i so bored???i’ve complete my daily task….out of ideas n oso get bored of disturbin juz anyones in my office….avones in da office seem worth paid by boss except for me…..hehehe….

erm…i tink i muz find juz sumting to do instead of juz sittin here….im gettin damn sleepy now….erm…n sumone is on my mind now….wonder who is tat….guess laer…my new tai lou a.k.a kor kor…..ahahaha…im gettin drunk without touchin any alcohol….tats d highest level of drunken history…wahahahah….beta stop now….

Today was a kinda relaxin workin day due to 2 of my boss which had gone out before lunch time for meeting.so, once after lunch….i oredi had my fingers on keyboard n eyes on monitor…wat else…surf net lor….in a beta description…we say it as addin knowledge n technology education…but to say it true….is actuali snaking….hehe….

avtin is fine til i receive a sms frm a fren…tis is wat was sent to me…—> (Pn. maziah mat sam our ex class & skool teacher laid 2 rest tis mornin due 2 illness.memorial is in pahang.Pls pray 4 d family.Pls pas tis 2 al mgs ppl.thanx.Jin & kam)….i feel kinda shock coz tis is my 1st time receivin such informing sms…feel sad for the family for losing sumone dey luv n care…..but thr is sumtin i dun understand here….da last part…(Jin & kam) <— wat tis means???im clueless…..nvm…anyway,its not the main point….

den i browse thru my phone book n forward to mgsian tat i hav da num….oh ya…actuali i dun reali remember which teacher is tis….hey…im not being cruel or "no heart"….but it was like bout 3 yrs past i step out frm skool…so cant blame me for forgettin….i tot i was da onli cruel person…but it turns out to b im not d onli one…few frens msg n cal to ask who is tat teacher….dey hav no idea bout it too….erm…seem like avones is wiping of sum of our most innocent moments whr tis teacher might hav lift us up wheneva we r down or help us when we done sumtin wrong…..

y do i say it was our innocent moments?erm…i dunno…mayb it juz my point of view…coz i tink life now is not easy as we c life bac when we r in skool time…life after skool is tough, plenty levels of obstacle to get over, no more innocent tinkin, not much true self could b found, no more live life easy, cant hav d play to d fullest feelin, no quality times n frens could be seen, n lots more…ppl who hav taste d treat of society….i tink u wil feel d same too…reality is alwiz cruel…

back to skool life…we juz boost around…crapz wateva it is…crazy here n thr…joked n make fun out of nothin….n even sumtime we mess wif d teachers n discipline….but we r alwiz bein forgive…haih…those were d days whr we tink innocently n act freely….

Lastly, bac to Pn. Maziah…sori tat i reali cant recall who u r…but i promise i wil go back n check out d skool mag…May u leave wif peace n god b wif ya…n as for d family…i feel sorry for u ppl too….dun b too sad…avones wil b walkin out of life sumday…

Life is unpredictable…u may not noe wat is goin to happen da next seconds….so, peeps out thr…aprreciate life….

MAY D FORCE BE WIF ME N I WILL SURVIVE EVEN IF IM ALONE!!!

Some ppl say life is about FANTASY. N some say life is about SHARING. N my fren told me tat life is about ENJOYMENT. But those beautiful meaning of life are no longer found in my dictionary.

Enjoyment could not fantasize me no more. SUFFERING is wat i felt. Sharing is a feeling been buried long ago deep in me. SILENCE is wat i can share. N i couldnt even see d shadow of fantasy in way anymore. Point of DARKNESS  is wat im towards now. Nothin is in my view now.

LIFELESS n LONELINESS is my perception bout life now. POINTLESS n MEANINGLESS is my speech. BITTER n SOUR is wat i taste. NONSENSE n FALSE STATEMENTS is wat i hear. And only FAKE COMPROMISE is wat i can smell from wat ppl told me.

Wif tis perception of life. N once again may d FORCE b wif me n i wil SURVIVE thru tis tangle / obstacle / problem / knot n wateva it is tat is blockin my journey.

here is another perception of life by one of my best fren…<LEANNE>

"but those beautiful words now no longer found in my dictionary..what i could feel in my dictionary now is the simple word which is suffer..sharin love wit some1 that doesnt love me in return will eventually hurt me even deeper..now..what is leading me is the darkness site of the kingdom..no more fantasy dreaming..no more sharing the happy moment.."