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Its been sumtime tat i din rear any pets d……miz my old house….coz my old house is damn chun….i can bela wateva i wan….but not includin giraffe or elephant la….hahaha….

I used to hav cat, dog, fish, chicken, duck, tortoise, rabbit, hamster, mice n ……..watelse ler??…….oh ya….monkey n birds which not kept by me…..al tis birdies n monkeys came by itself…..probaly is bcoz my house look like hutan…haha…..trees here….trees thr….av whr trees….hahah….

Of all, wat i luv d most?? of coz my puppies n dogs….dey r d best….hehe….since i shifted…..avting gones…erm….sad story on how dey r gone…..haih….den new house is not convenience to rear any animals….n mummy dun let…..sayin tat i hav no times for al tis….its kinda true….work til blardy late at nite onli go home…..dun even hav much time for myself…so whr got time for my lil wan ler???

Den recently juz dunno sumhow y al tis happen so sudden.kinda season i guess..i c a lots a lots of photo of puppies…i c cute puppies at my frens house…ppl tokin puppies topic wif me..oh shitty fella…haha…make me sudd juz feel like owning one too….c al tis pics….

   <— This is one of d pic of my fren dog…he make me a bit gila over tis doggie…haha…tis cute lil one name is BOBO…hehe….=)…feel like huggin d doggie….so cute…       

*OMG….so cute ler??? hahaha…I’m goin crazy d…haha…

Aaarrrggghhhh………so cute……mayb later on I wil juz go n get one….pray hard my mum dun bising….probaly i can make it when my financial stable back n get my 4-wheel d….den i can go back early avday n play wif my cute puppies….hehe…..*dreamin*…

Finally, i got d chance to yamcha wif Ah Mel after so long……da last times i saw her was durin CNY…n she promise to fetch me go yamcha since she got her 4-wheel….n i waited til now…..hehe….

Kinda touch when she told me she suddenly tot of me n so long din c me d….so she gave me a cal n ask whether i free for a cup of tea which ended both of us drank 2 glass….hahah….eventhough tat was juz a short yamcha session….n it is a date wan…..which got me n her onli n no ones else….hahah….yamcha onli me n her is not sumtin we used to do….usuali we yamcha wif few more gurls….n it ended pretty well…we tok n tok n tok….laffin al d wayz down…..n i found out sumtin reali surprised me….Ah Mel reali change lots….physically n mentally….haha….her attitude…her interest….her activities….her new hairstyle….her new look….n she lost weight….haha….sumtin she been wishin for al tis while…

Others than tat, she surprise me when she told me she want to mod her car….hey,tis is not d old Ah Mel anymore…..haha….she not into tis kind of topic last time….times past n tings change….tis is true….haha….

Meeting her made me tink back our "zaman kegemilangan" when we were studyin in d same coll…..n wif d 5 jimuiz….ish ish….i dun recal who started tat topic…but its ended up both of us damn missin d moments we once share…those were d days….whr we live wif no worries n enjoy da life….life is miserable….when we were stil back in coll, we dun tink we r enjoyin n livin in no worries life….but perception changes once we step out of coll….those were d moments we cherish n treasure d most….

Regretted din enjoy to the fullnest tat time…..Regretted din appreciate every seconds of it….shud into al d outing invited by coll frens…ish…..wateva, its over….shud plan n focus on d future….

Ah Mel, lookin forward for d next outing….dun ffk me, im innocent…haha….dun bcoz of Apple ffk u, u cum n ffk me pula…..hahaa…..hopefully thr wil one gatherin soon wif d jimuiz….chioz….

Yeay….Finally, my loan approved edy….gettin to noe tat it is approved n dealer can start workin out d tings for me d….tats d feeling n tings im waiting for so long…..dey took me one week to approved tat smal lil ting…..Ish….so syok laer….muahahaha….Yeay Yeay….im gettin my precious soon….Real soon…..muahahahaha….So happy……my precious 4-wheel, wait wif passion….im reachin ya in short while…muahahah…i tink im crazy d……but who wont??? u go thru times of stress, tinkin, bla bla bla…..den onli u get to tis….if u were me…..u wil b d same too….heheh…chioz….

My dream have been tumultuous….WHY…???tel me why?? tings goes wrong wif me or u ppl…standin stil at my point of view n achieving sumtin i’ve been dreamin for al tis while n neva been wantin sumtin so much b4 like now….which i’ll do juz anyting for tat ting….its tat wrong….probaly it is so wrong for u ppl….i juz duno….mayb u ppl shud juz b in my shoe n c d whole situation urself…u’ll noe how i felt den….u ppl hav ur words…n so do i….u speak frm common sense n juz probaly public tinkin….u ppl tink n u ppl judge…so do analyse n so wateva….but do u ppl felt wat i felt??? im getiin so damn stress here….miserable…n losin myself SOON…n i reali wonder how much do u ppl care…mayb not even 0.01%….i dunno….guess tis time i reali learnt wat ppl cal diff ppl hav diff tinkin n opinion n wat so eva….wheneva i bring up a topic…u ppl giv juz blardy lots of opinions….y not…its F.O.C anyway n u dun need to b responsibble 4 wat u said…even though u tink ur words wont kill me….but its killin my brain cells…each times u ppl say sumtin…it dun juz went in my left ear n goes out my rite ear….i listen n i go thru tat…i reali tink wat u ppl said….den when i took up sum of ur suggestions which i conclude it as quite true n reasonable….den d next ting u r boomin ur own suggestions….u r tellin me tat its not tat true or reasonable wat u’ve said previously after all…i was like WAT????u ppl juz use ur mouth n poured out words without limit…while i hav to do d tinkin….givin me hope n lettin me fall frm high….u enjoyin tat, huh??? support means support….dun support den juz shut up…if u r "atas pagar"….den beta silent….dun kills my brain cells more….coz u wil b tellin me to turn left n another few minutes u wil b sayin turn right….i reali dunno how shud i felt now…wat shud i tink….wats my next actions or move….wat shud i do….probaly i juz skip tis chapter of life…its so damn blardy stress n miserable……WAT A LIFE !!!!!

Yesterday was Hari Raya Haji. Simply means another Public Holidays to enjoy life. So, how do i make use of it…rather a simple one but satisfyin(tat was yesterday tinkin..heheh…) Coz my gang n i hav tis on mind 4 quite sumtime but da day 4 it juz neva come…At last d plan jadi. Its not sumtin difficult or easy to achieved as for us la… Well, u noe gurls rite. Dey hav tis gurls sick n its happen diff timing on avbody. So, hav to adjust d day whr avones is "healthy"…n oso transport n time…yesterday was juz d lucky day whr 3 problems solved. Tryin to figure out wats d plannin Im sayin here? hehe….its SWIMMING !!!

We woke up, get ourselves done n pack our tings. So, wat do we need here. Swimsuit, goggles, cap, towel, body foam, shampoo n etc. How bout sunblock??? erm…nonit laer…we r goin indoor. So, wat for!

Breakfast for 3 n thr we off to. The Shah Alam Aquatic. Tadah…here we cum pool pool…heheh…so happy when we reach thr…we was like a bit curious den. Y is so lil ppl here. I mean at d gate here. 5 person include we 3. Den my fren saw tis notice at d payin counter. "Due to Hari Raya Haji, d pool wil onli b open to public durin session 3. Which is 3pm. Wats d heck!!! Peggy is goin back campus at 6pm. N she need to go back n pack her stuff. So it equals to plan failed once again.

Den Leanne say her "aunt town haus" is nearby. *blink blink*….seem like d god is sendin sum helps in completin our plan. So, we went to tis place which i dun reali rememba whr n da place name but at Shah Alam laer…Yay!! we get to swim…wats make us even out of control is when we saw d pool is no ones…wahahahah….the pool is ours…can u imagine how nice is tat….waahah…den wat else…swim loer….den take bath….go back…..

Whole body feel like burning.fuiyohhh…..damn hot….kinda feels like kena bbq like tat.at nite, more teruk case.whole body red red like lobster.SUNBURN….wahahah….da next day, damn kesian…whole body red red,hot n change skin aer…hahaha….so thr is alwiz sumtin we muz giv out in order to hav d good wan…we wan d fun, we bare d pain….=)

P/S - tis is January entry…which i accidentally click draft…so i doesn’t noe it has not been posted til now….anyway juz post it…

Basically, nothin special happen today…Off to work as usual…Wif da feelin kinda left out…Why??? Coz 2 frens of mine wil go shoppin w/o me…N i knew it. Even thou dey say dey go settle sum loan stuff onli…dun tel me u ppl so "kuai" after settle da loan application, u ppl headed home w/o a glance at those eye -catchin, heart steallin n ur dream clothes u been searchin for al tis while…haha….

While me stuck here workin wif da onli self consolin tinkin which is tml is another Public Holiday of January.Yeay!!! I duno whether u ppl realise or not. I tink employee wil b more alert. January hav a lots of holidays. Another day of skippin those borin n repeatin job. Whr u can lay back n relax. haha….

Luckily u both not "chu pang kau yau"…haha…u actuali rememba me….heheh….*blink*…cal me out for lunch n about 2 hrs refreshment…haha…hav lunch n window shoppin at pyramid. Gosh…it was so wonderful. dun feel like goin back to work…As times past…guess wat I felt. Wat else…MOODY la….SIENZ loer….haih…n hopefully tml mornin plan jadi…hehe…

Back to office…n I was like OMG….my colleague al like "org asli" as i oredi knew it wil happen…Y not. I’ve been watchin their evil attitude repeatin avtime thr is gurls or ladys cum to my office. Dey was like "hey, tats ur fren aer?" DUH!!! "Ask ur fren cum fetch u more la. so tat we get to c." den dey was like tellin each other dey muz more "chin" (closer) wif me…not tat I bein rude but…..I shoot dem wif tis "hey, u ppl al "lau lang" (old ppl) oredi laer…pls laer…dun disturb al young gurls n behave la…haiyo…! Guess wat is their reaction. "hahaha…no maer…guys is memang like tis wan ma." Ish Ish…..wats wrong wif tis ppl laer…

Ok…I tot tat was al for today…N da next ting i knew…I was kinda screw up by my boss…Wats wrong wif me or da ppl i wonder….N do u noe wats da reason…bcoz thr is tis Japanese customer for now n which is my boss head supervisor last time…came 2 my office…1stly, I kinda ok wif it…he is polite n even thou dey were speakin in Japanese language. He was lookin here n thr…chit chat for a while n he went downstair. da next ting, bos cal up n ask avone go downstair to snap photo wif tis Japanese fella…I went toilet b4 I went downstair n I told my colleague. Went i was few steps more to da photo session spot…I can hear dem say 1,2,3 cheese!!! So, I juz went back upstair since dey oredi snapped a photo as he wish. Dun tink missin me in d photo will b effectin anytin…da next ting I was like kena screw frm boss…sayin y customer wana take photo I dunwan 2 go downstair…got "kah lou" (Japanese) wanna take photo wif u oso dunwan aer? I was like " wat d heck? " wats wrong wif al tis ppl today? dey getin overwhelmed coz tml is a holiday or wat? Japanese, so? Im not purposely oso laer…blame me like I easy get bullied…gettin kinda sick of these ppl. reali dun understand…WATS WRONG WIF THESE PPL TODAY !!!

2006…A brand new year. Hopefully I did sumtin memorable or meaningful tis year. Tink back on 2005. Dun tink I’ve done anyting tat glad to b rememba others than da few months in d early of 2005. Coz I was stil in college tat time. Coll life is real much enjoyable than workin life.

     Pray hard tat my 1st goal tis year wil b succeed. I noe tat I muz work hard compared to now to achieve tis. Ppl around dun reali support much I can say. But I guess I’m serious tis time n I reali wan tis to b a success one.

     Stretch, lay back n tink. Onli I realized tat I did not achieved any big nor meaningful achievement so far in my life. I admit tat is bcoz I dun get serious enuff n work real hard in completin or gettin sumtin. Maybe tat is one of da reason I dun reach any of my goals. N eventually, sumtime tats wat make me tink I’m one of those minor loser out thr. Wif da feeling of lifeless n meaningless inseparable n endless in me.

     3 frens of mine went abroad to further their studies in d year of 2005. While me, stuck here wif da status of undergraduate student n doin sumtin repeately n bored me daily. Which I feel kinda suckz in sum way. But wat can I do. Nothin…I dun hav a choice. N thr is nothin others than me, myself to b blame on. Guess tat I muz not bring forward my "wateve" and "dun care laer" attitude to tis brand new year.

     Pray hard again tat I manage to strike 1 or 2 achievements tis year. Muz wake frm my fantasy world dy. No more innocent tinkin wif kiddo action. Haha….

~ HaPpY nEw YeAr 2006 !!! ~ GoOdByE 2005 !!! ~

Supposely tis was yesterday entry.due to my laziness.so it has been delay to today.yes,im bloggin bout wedding today.hey hey…dun misunderstand wat im tryin to say here.its not me.its my dearie cousin sis a.k.a my god sis.she juz got married last sunday.it was a nice n beautiful wedding dinner i can say.

my cuzzie husband is a real lucky man to hav my cuzzie as wife.ppl alwiz say tat beauty is in da eyes of beholder.in my eyes,i am so envy of her.she is such a beautiful lady,sporting,easygoing, n outgoing.oh,ya…thr is an amounts of ppl who said she look like " SHU QI ".i tink avones noe who is tat,rite?And i luv teasin her wheneva she ask me or if anyones say she look like " SHU QI " in front of me.my cuzzie not reali fluence in cantonese n so r Shu Qi.So,i alwiz use tis point to boom her.here goes my very 1st conversation on how i tease her.

Cousin sis : _ _ _ _ _(my name),u r my closest cuzzie.So,u honestly tel me.Do i reali look like Shu Qi?

Me : Okay laer.Frankly speakin since we r so close.Im tellin u tis frm da bottom of my heart.U n Shu Qi reali do look alike.

Cousin sis : Yameh.Reali or not wan?U dun bluff me laer.Y i dun feel so wan?Kayz…u tel me…wat is da ting or frm wat sense tat u ppl alwiz say me n Shu Qi look alike?

Me : U reali wan me to say aer?Okay laer…i tel u laer…But u muz promise me tat u wont hit or whack me.

Cousin sis : Okayz…U muz tel da truth wan aer…If not i whack u!!!

Me : (is oredi steppin few steps backwards)….Okayz…U n Shu Qi damn alike when both of u speak Cantonese….those broken canto.

- - - - - Im running away n she is chasin frm behind n cursin me like hell - - - - hahaha…teruk laer her.tel her d truth but stil wanna chase n try to hit me which i manage to escape.hahaha….

Here is sumtin true laer.da shape of her mouth reali look like Shu Qi.those bitchy,temptin,attractive juicy mouth.hahaha….She is actuali consider married d practically by law.is onli left da dinner n d chinese (jam cha) ceremony not yet b done which finally completed last sunday.

Tis whole wedding tings.reali craft a deep memories in me.coz im da bridesmaid.wahahah…1st experience…not bad…quite fun…helpin here n thr…walk here n thr….hahaha….nice…actuali wanted to blog da whole ceremony tings wan but kinda long story lar…n i tink its al da same.its not sumtin unusual.so dunwan write so much la.hehe…

after avtings…granny cried…at last cuzzie got married.da parent hugs her n consolin each other thr.haih….kinda like those Dynasty times.those daughter get marry to far far place.den dunno how long onli wil cum bac visit n get to c da parent.den those cryin session…huggin n consolin…end wif take care n goodbye.hahaha….but da facts here is…cuzzie new haus is juz onli less den 5mins frm her parent haus.sigh…

haih…mayb im not reachin tat stage of life yet.so,dun reali und their tinkin.hehe…erm..wanted to mentioned sumtin tat shud b proud of.Out of 10 person..9 person said tat i look like my cuzzie.wahaha…sum even teribble.say me n cuzzie look like twins.tis teribble,rite…she is elder den me n it is so obvious.so, thr is onli 2 explanation here.either she looks young or i looks mature.Neh,i tink i prefer da concept tat she looks young rather den i look mature, rite???hahaha….

P/S - Photos wil b uploads soon…so keep urself update by viewin my blog more often laer…wahahah…promoting…

erm….wat a borin day i can say….i tot today wil b a damn nice freakin monday for me since boss is not around…but god noes….it turn out to b total opposite….haih….dunno shud b happy or sad???

tot i wil loiter around d office damn happily wan…wat turns out was….i was damn blardy bored….i’ve been spendin my whole day seatin in front d pc…hands neva away frm keyboard n so r my eyes neva away frm monitor….until it to d level whr my eyes was about to have da 2nd tsunami….fuiyoh…

wat did i do da whole day???frm 8.30am til 5.30pm which is now….browse da frednster…frm pages to pages…den blogs to blogs…photos to photos…updatin here n thr….n since im so damn free….i ended up doin sumtin worthy…

i wrote testimonial for those who i’ve said i will write dem one n to sum old frens….spendin juz my half day doin al tat….luckily thr is stil sum chattin goin on beside al wat i hav been doin…guess im doin da same ting tml…hahaha….boss is not back frm JAPAN yet…wonder wil he buy us sum souvenirs???heheh….hopefully he does….

y am i so bored???i’ve complete my daily task….out of ideas n oso get bored of disturbin juz anyones in my office….avones in da office seem worth paid by boss except for me…..hehehe….

erm…i tink i muz find juz sumting to do instead of juz sittin here….im gettin damn sleepy now….erm…n sumone is on my mind now….wonder who is tat….guess laer…my new tai lou a.k.a kor kor…..ahahaha…im gettin drunk without touchin any alcohol….tats d highest level of drunken history…wahahahah….beta stop now….

Today was a kinda relaxin workin day due to 2 of my boss which had gone out before lunch time for meeting.so, once after lunch….i oredi had my fingers on keyboard n eyes on monitor…wat else…surf net lor….in a beta description…we say it as addin knowledge n technology education…but to say it true….is actuali snaking….hehe….

avtin is fine til i receive a sms frm a fren…tis is wat was sent to me…—> (Pn. maziah mat sam our ex class & skool teacher laid 2 rest tis mornin due 2 illness.memorial is in pahang.Pls pray 4 d family.Pls pas tis 2 al mgs ppl.thanx.Jin & kam)….i feel kinda shock coz tis is my 1st time receivin such informing sms…feel sad for the family for losing sumone dey luv n care…..but thr is sumtin i dun understand here….da last part…(Jin & kam) <— wat tis means???im clueless…..nvm…anyway,its not the main point….

den i browse thru my phone book n forward to mgsian tat i hav da num….oh ya…actuali i dun reali remember which teacher is tis….hey…im not being cruel or "no heart"….but it was like bout 3 yrs past i step out frm skool…so cant blame me for forgettin….i tot i was da onli cruel person…but it turns out to b im not d onli one…few frens msg n cal to ask who is tat teacher….dey hav no idea bout it too….erm…seem like avones is wiping of sum of our most innocent moments whr tis teacher might hav lift us up wheneva we r down or help us when we done sumtin wrong…..

y do i say it was our innocent moments?erm…i dunno…mayb it juz my point of view…coz i tink life now is not easy as we c life bac when we r in skool time…life after skool is tough, plenty levels of obstacle to get over, no more innocent tinkin, not much true self could b found, no more live life easy, cant hav d play to d fullest feelin, no quality times n frens could be seen, n lots more…ppl who hav taste d treat of society….i tink u wil feel d same too…reality is alwiz cruel…

back to skool life…we juz boost around…crapz wateva it is…crazy here n thr…joked n make fun out of nothin….n even sumtime we mess wif d teachers n discipline….but we r alwiz bein forgive…haih…those were d days whr we tink innocently n act freely….

Lastly, bac to Pn. Maziah…sori tat i reali cant recall who u r…but i promise i wil go back n check out d skool mag…May u leave wif peace n god b wif ya…n as for d family…i feel sorry for u ppl too….dun b too sad…avones wil b walkin out of life sumday…

Life is unpredictable…u may not noe wat is goin to happen da next seconds….so, peeps out thr…aprreciate life….